Friday, February 26, 2010
i often close my eyes and i can see u smile.. you reach out for my hand and i'm woken from my dream.. although ur heart is mine.. it's hollow inside..i never had ur love n i never will.. and every night i lie awake.. thinking maybe u love me like i've always loved u.. but how can u love me like i love u when u can't even look at me straight in my eyes.. i've never felt this way to be so in love.. to have someone there.. yet feel so alone.. aren't u supposed to be the one to wipe my tears.. the one to say that u would never leave me.. the water clam and still.. my reflection is there i see u holding me.. but then u disappear.. all that left of u is a memory.. on that only exists in my dreams.. i dun know wat hurts u.. but i can feel it too and it just hurts so much.. to know that i can't do a thing and deep down in my heart.. somehow i just know that no matter wat i'll always love u.. so y am i still here in the dark?..