feeling sad.. i dunno y.. feeling mad.. i wan to die.. there's nothing can heal my emotional i'm lonely.. find that my family members dun love me.. y the word"family" can't be "famihy" I'm just a loner in the dark with no one, sun light, smile, love, etc.. although i have a boyfriend i can't feel that he loves me.. maybe the three words i love you is just a word with no meaning.. so is meaningless.. my heart was broken many times.. was once cured but it's broken again.. feeling hurt.. i dunno wat to say..
it's a long long journey
till i know where i'm supposed to be
it's a long long journey
and i dun know if i can believe
when shadows fall and block my eyes
i am lost and know that i must hide
it's a long long journey
till i find my way home to you
many days i've spent
drifting on through empty shores
wondering wat's my purpose
wondering how to make me strong
i know i will falter
i know i will cry
i know u'll be standing by my side
it's a long long journey
and i need to be close to u
sometimes it feels no one understands
i dun even know y
i do the things i do
when pride builds me up till i can't see my soul
will u break down these walls n pull me through
cause it's a long long journey
till i feel that i am worth the price
you paid for me on calvary
beneath those stormy skies
when satan mocks n friends turn to foes
lit feels like everything is out to make me lose control
it's a long long journey
till i find my way home to u
to u...
